fame and wealth,, i used to think that money, popularities, appearances are indeed important as a 15-year-old-teenager. guess i was wrong. ive grown up i found out. = )
when ma mom asked me to go shoppin few years back,, i'd rather skip ma tuition classes and follow her to shoppin malls to clear up stocks out ther. now,, i guess ma mom won't be callin me to go out shoppin anymore. me too won't follow her. i'd rather follow ma friends to go cinema, bowlin centre, and blah blah blah! let's see,, instead of buyin a top that cost rm120 with a pants that cost rm160[in 3hours]-why not i use them on movies rm8x35[i can watch 35movies which took 70hours] = S or maybe food that cost rm20/meal or maybe 56bowlin games!! omfjos 56!! i can play them for months already. it is not that i wanna criticize those shopaholics,, i did buy clothes too,, but maybe we shud cut it to like twice or thrice a year? arghh.. its dang tough. i knoww. try to think the importance of money. for those who really need em' [the poors],, the cud hardly find a single dollar in their daily livin and we cud easily spend rm500 in a single shop lot = S isn't it spend on food.games.sports. are better than on clothes.appearances? duhhh,, forget bout paris hilton. she's somehow tryna
pose.. these,, had indirectly get us to popularities!
what about popularities? poseur with a big bunch of fans around? like a honey to tha bees? darnn it,, peepz who doesn't know me wud probably think that ima girl that overact to get attention but actually as Candy H'ng,, i have ma own friends to have fun with. im the kinda girl who will fool to the max that don't exactly a girl did as if i used to be a tomboy = S wateva.. so what is people like me goin to do as they can't change the same-old-myself? im just my ownself. i tend to be my own fuckinself- the dirty, sometimes rude, sometimes horny, sometimes naughty, sometimes just too over, sometimes a secret revealer, sometimes just said out loud whatever i shudn't or sometimes just did something i shudn't in public. is this all about popularity? can popularity get us real friendship, loveship and wateva fuckinship?! some
good friends were like gettin near you with purposes. like u're rich, u're pretty, FAME!!, your boyfriend is the hottest hunk at school or maybe because u're teacher's pet.. ain't that are fake? they are somehow fakeass that are too obviously fuckin fake!! i can't stand with so-called friends like
this!!! arhhh
then come appearances! its all about wearin branded from your hair to your toe. what makes paris hilton buyin a tote with her us$50,000? just for her fuckin fame? and end-up havin no best friend and stealin people's bf? if you were like keepin your good-look every single second,, that's useless. the more you keep yourself pretty,, the uglier you are! everyone did keep their good-look always but it is not necessary for us to wear branded and like if you don wear branded stuffs,, your friend won't like you. i'd rather fuck this stupid kinda friends off if i have one.well,, i do wear branded thingy but it's not like conspicuous consumption! sometimes i saw few richasses that were like tellin the world that
I WEAR VERSACE!!! that really makes no sense at all .darnn it. peepz.. just be who you are,, be yourselves..
as i wanted to say again :
"learn,,
as if you were goin to live forever
live,,
as if you were goin to die tomorrow"
-i found this phrase from a book-
ive been writin these for one hour already .darnnn. it's 1.24 a.m.
and if you wanted me to choose again,, i would never choose money, popularities, appearances, fame as my first priority. maybe people should think about sincerity, faith, lurve, and happiness. i was like against materialism again now. be yourselves peepz.truly,, i mean it.
=candy=
