ma rhapsody ma life

2007-01-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

been too crazy for movies
crazy for those excitements!
Rawrrrrrrrrrr
omfjosz. Im going back to KL
very soon :) That sounds rather
make sense ____excitement number2 :)
the Number 1... Well, (=
Muahahahaha!!
prank you Prank you and Foo you
lol! adiosz

2007-01-03T01:07:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh...
For Gawd Sake
I'm in trouble again

2006-12-07T11:01:00.000+08:00

SMOKING KILLS!!

2006-11-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

Sien.
I wanna go hella back to
Penang right now
Fuckin right now!!!!!!!!!!
RAWRRRRR

2006-11-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Walk away
Don't turn around
'Cause you may see me cry

I've never known a feeling so sure
You came my way and opened the door
I think of us and the love that we had
With half a chance I'd bring it all back

But I know
I know things always change
So I guess I gotta let you go

Walk away
Don't turn around 'cause you may see me cry
Walk away
Don't turn around don't even say goodbye
Don't turn around until you reach the other side

Lookin' back I have no regret
I tell my friends that you were the best
And as I stand just watching the rain
I pray that you were here once again

But I know
I know things always change
So I guess I gotta let you go

I know it's gonna be hard this way
'Cause I'll be missing you every day
Now I know you're leaving
And it's such a lonely feeling
But I know I've gotta let you go
I've gotta let you go

2006-10-23T11:52:00.000+08:00

2006-10-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

I thought I'm suppose to die today.
but why am I still alive eh?
I'm sorry for not appreciating birthday
celebrations? no. but present, yes ( =
I hate tonight. idk why
The hardest night ever after 16.

2006-10-16T11:05:00.000+08:00

isssh
Perut sakit nii!!!
puasa pun tak guna. >_<

2006-10-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

Coz I'm leaving,
on a jetplane~

I'm dancing
in the moonlight~

Can you feel
the love tonight~

Renn is bac
Rose is dead
Muahahahahaha!!
Can't believe I went to her class at 11a.m.
( = and she was like
CHAR SAYUR PAO!! ROFLMFAO
neninenibubu~ rose chibbye
rose los'r = P

2006-10-08T15:28:00.000+08:00

Idk what to do now.
Isssh Lotsa assignment
but not working on any.
ROSE CHIN, I hate you.
I hate bookstores and you
asked me to write essay on
BOOKSTORE you MOFO!!
fuck you hard. N I hate you.
again. kanninnachowchibbye!

2006-10-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

Alamanda
Alamanda
Alamanda~
KFc.. finger lickin good
but I'm fasting eh.
>_<>

2006-10-05T02:13:00.000+08:00

My boi lolipop.
You made my world goes giddy up
O.o

2006-09-27T15:09:00.000+08:00

Should I tell everyone that I'm moody?
lol.
Smile lahhhh~ as I'm still here.
Sometimes I feel like throwing stones at people.
idk why. O.O

2006-09-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

I'm quitting smoking soon.
This October ( = special month for me.
>_<

2006-09-25T17:45:00.000+08:00

Today was fun.
Finished my exam within 15minutes then pool.
ya again. ( =
hook up at campus with friends.
Well, I think my life is getting
much better with lots of interesting
*issues* like.. lalala~
and I love to LOLA lalala traumer @@?
astroboy>_<
anyway, presentation this Thursday might
be funny. lol

2006-09-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

everything just went wrong.
Sighh.. Maybe I've been fooling around too much.
But I didn't realise that MSN kills. @@
lol Anyway, about college, there won't be any fun
except for the pool and design study part. hmph
Design study seems to be very fun where lecturers
don't have to stress me for assignments.
Pool, everything depends on mood. maybe should be Luckyball.
( = life in desaria is nothing more than
breakfast,college,lunch,classes,pool,oneworld,SodaTwister,ciggie and desaria.
that's all. Though it's boring but I'm used to it. LoL

2006-09-21T01:54:00.000+08:00

s.o.s.!!
helpppp@@
im near to the hell's doorway.
I don't feel like staying in this world of no-one-else
anymore.. sighhh..
Is anybody listening??????????????????????????????

2006-09-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

lalalalalala~

2006-09-19T22:42:00.000+08:00

I dropped my cards.
ain't that a bad sign?
sighhh.. I've been so stupid.
and crazy as well.
I tried to talk to important people around me today.
Everyone just seems to be busy.
ignoring me.
I don't want my good cards that I've got these days
just gone like that.
What shall I do?
guide me.
drive me to you.
take me with you.
I see nothing right now.
all blank
I can't really do anything.
just stare at people names appeared and
......
ciao

2006-09-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

Bad luck these days.
Ive got all 3bad cards in a row.
Taxi driver cheated my money yesterday.
Asked $20 for a halfway ride? yo~fuck off
curse you to death.. isshh
Lotsa unexpected bills these days. like phone bill?
dad's scolding mom. lol. coz i called too much.
but, its a HK number. when did i call HK friend wor?
there might be something wrong.
Lecturers all went mad.
ROSE chin, you know i hate you.
LayHong, you're even mean. smartass wannabe. fuckoff then.
azlina, steven, rajini, helmi thank you thank you
i like lecturers like you guys.
not so sure now if im gay or what..
all that i know now is i have 2assignment outlines for rose chin
and also a presentation, 2assignments to hand in on thursday and exam on thursday as well.
that's really crazy. my iPod went mad as well. frozen.
i never asked for things like money from anyone.
but just i wanna rest. and eat.
geez..

2006-09-09T17:24:00.000+08:00

I don't care if you don't
I don't care if you don't
i don't care if you don't care..
I DOn't care!!

coz all I need is 10hours to sleep
coz you're always not mine.. lol ( =

2006-09-05T21:19:00.000+08:00

I thought life is easy..
but it's not.

take this: "fly to wherever you want out of this world, but just this world"

2006-08-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

it has been quite a long time

since i posted my pictures. idk.

i was bored.

webcam was just right infront

work on then. roflmfao

geez.. i'm 18soon ( =

2006-08-25T21:08:00.000+08:00

BOYZONE

"While The World Is Going Crazy"

Here we are, just the two of us
Far away from the crazy rush
And while the storm is raging
It's safe and warm inside
Close the door and forget about time
Ease the river runnin' through your mind
Lay your body next to me
Let your secrets all be mine
Take my hand and believe me
That love will guide us through
Anytime that you need me
Boy I'll be there for you
While the world is going crazy
While the sky is falling down
One thing you can depend on
I will always be around
While the rain outside is pouring
I will make the sun shine through
While the world is going crazy
You can count on me
Cause I'll be loving you
Cause I'll be loving you

I turned on the news today
But I don't wanna hear a word they say
Outside the world is breakin' down
But we don't have a clue
Like a scream in an empty room
It's gettin harder just to find the truth
Let's forget it 'till the night is through
It's all about me and you

We can make our own heaven
It's not so hard to find
Cause girl I will protect you
Until the end of time

[CHORUS]

It doesn't really matter
If you win, lose or draw
I will be your shelter
I will catch you when you fall
All you do is just trust in me
I will keep you satisfied
Close your eyes and enjoy the ride

While the world is going crazy
(crazy)
While the sky is falling down
(falling down)
One thing you can depend on
I will always be around
(I'll be right there for ya baby)
While the rain outside is pouring
(pouring down)
I will make the sun shine through
While the world is going crazy
You can count on me
(you can count on me boy)
Cause I'll be loving you
(cause I'll be loving you)
(cause I'll be loving you)
I'll be loving you
All you do is call
I will catch you if you fall..

p/s:people who are still doubtin life. try no more ( = coz Renn loves you. especially you. benjamin hui aka muthafucka

2006-08-25T20:55:00.000+08:00

Love me ? I know you do ( =

2006-08-21T20:50:00.000+08:00

Malaysia semua babi,

our government is so lousy,

make the college becomes no quality,

Chinese and Indian pun tak boleh masuk university.

It never had a choice for me,

because no money cannot study at oversea,

so I always feel i'm so pity.

Every college are greedy,

sini sana all need money,

their pocket kosong our perut noisy,

I am poor because there sucks my money.

Exam question full of difficulty,

it has a reason only,

which is to earn more money,

because we retake money masuk lagi.

The staffs always no aksi,

they did wrong never say sorry,

before asking please show your money,

otherwise they wont be happy,

we pay their salary still make us angry.

that's why i wanna study hard to earn more and more money

Tiap-Tiap hari feel so lazy,

never try to wake up early,

always hope college sekarang cuti,

everyday go to class feel so sleepy,

lecturer always scold me lazy.

do assignment just like to copy,

before the final just feel worry,

every nite study until crazy,

because scared scold by mummy.

WELL WILLAZ.. AT LEAST YOU KNOW STH ELSE THAN JESUS LOVES US!! HAHAHA!!

2006-08-20T18:01:00.000+08:00

do i really have to work all day long?? RAWR

2006-08-18T13:44:00.000+08:00

After days that I've gone through.. I felt that I'd already grown up LOL! And I know that going to college and classes ARE IMPORTANT!! Well, I started to love homework and assignments. Is this a good news or a bad news to me??

2006-08-13T13:14:00.000+08:00

So tired !!

2006-08-05T23:51:00.000+08:00

Well, went to KokWei's house with Jim and Vincent. Watching him playing hella DOTA. Um, suxx. Muahahaha. Noob. Even Renn can play better. Dinner with my bitches Kavi and Sam.

Another dinner with STAR High friends Fat, LiangWei, Gaven and KRY. Fat is driving. And accidentally, he stepped on some shit when we're going back. ROFLMFAO! I was the first one to find those stink thingo. I was like "how can I smell papaya?" rawrrrr.. Everyone was looking at our shoes and Fat was driving. He took his sandals and showed me I was like WTF?! SO SMELLYYY!!! He even asked me to throw his sandal away. SIAO!!!! He stopped his car and he threw. LiangWei driving another car stopped by thought that our car got break down. Muahahaa! That was really shit. Still can smell those funny stinko. RAWRRRR!!

And then Fat dropped me at BlueStorm a.k.a CC waiting for Lohan and Ronnie playing DOTA again. RAWRRRR!! And I met lotsa my old classmates there. KokWei was there. Jim was there. Beh was there. KahHooi was there. ChanHing was there. RAWRRR!! Lotsss... Can't believe I met lotsa people in a day. And yah.. Ronnie, you won coz you're using my name as your ID. Muahahaha! Sorry, Lohan, Xiang Ting never lost. Then we went snooker. Sigh.. I really did a lot in a day. Sighh.. Going back to Cyberjaya tomorrow. Aiyaaa.. Gotta grab my heart back. Jess is back tomorrow. hehehe!! Welcome back to HOUSE OF NERDS!! And ya.. I think I'll get a new housemate tomorrow. ( = WELCOME friend. Well, not friend. Buddy.

And Baby Ben, yah.. NON-STOP gaming already. Don't even have a stupid tiny lil moron time to chat larh.. RAWRRR!! Fuck you HARD!!!! And your name is mentioned here now!! BABY BEN, YOU'RE SO MEAN!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-05T09:46:00.000+08:00

I thought everything would be fine after I got myself back to Penang. RAWRRR!! The problem is....... Aiya. I forgot to bring my heart back. ROFLMFAO!!

2006-08-05T00:58:00.000+08:00

Just reached home after dropping by at Ipoh. Visited Justin. Chia's classmate. Nice house he had. Retro and Antique. And I can't believe that he got my dreamcar!! RAWRRR!! 1960s Volkswagen Beetle. Duhh.. Forget it. It drives me crazy. So, I've been posting too many pictures in Xanga and not here. Haa.. Sorry Jo. For not giving anyone my link. ( = That's my secret world tho. And.. Whatever.

2006-08-04T11:56:00.000+08:00

Am going back to Penang tonight with Chia. Ahh.. To get my woofer back here. Am gonna bang this whole House Of Nerds. I can't stand those Indonesian that non-stop making noise everynight and day. RAWRRRR!! GOD DAMN FUCK EM!! Also, am gonna meet all my friends. They're all on their holiday now. Heeee! But only for one night ) =

About my results.. I never expect it will be that low. 2.99. Umm, my lecturer said it was my Final Exam. Well, maybe I didn't try hard for my final tho. Anyway, am gonna study for my second sem tho >.<" No kidding. Rawrrr!!

2006-08-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

If life was created to live,
sun was dull,
triangle was circle,
cars were animals,
and Renn, will die.
Life was created to die.

2006-08-02T01:11:00.000+08:00

cant remember how many times i cried today. id rather go to college everyday

2006-08-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!! is anyone listening?????????? or maybe reading???????? Renn's heart is calling for a true partner. A real one. A real soulmate. A real friend. the one that can help.. sigh

2006-08-01T12:00:00.000+08:00

ouch. it hurts. heart's throbbing. i don know why. moody~moody~ no class today but im spending my time like shit. id rather go to campus and crap with friends tho. everything went wrong. i don feel like talking to anyone. yammie pm-ed me. i didnt reply. kiki pm-ed me i don feel like chatting anymore. randy pm-ed me.. ummm, needless to say. ( = sighh, chia is back bringing shaun shaun. RAWRRR!! aiyaaaa.. im so dead. SO DEAD!! am so different sometimes. i don know why.

TO: MAN WHORE BEN aka MOFO

2006-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

owhh gawd!! look at this picture. i wonder what would the drawer be like. i mean drawer who drew this......so called portrait. not that table drawer. ROFLMFAO! this might be the LAMEST picture i've ever seen in my life which.. arhhh.. Speechless. Ahhh.. As he wanted his name to be mentioned..

BENJAMIN HUI. RAWRRRR!! the greatest "drawer" on earth. the pro. Arhhh.. the whatsoever stupid man whore that non stop fucking himself. Umm, Ben is a motherfucker that criticizes Malaysian english a lot. But still, he understands my Malaysian English ( = FUCK OFF MOFO!! RAWRRRRR

2006-07-30T08:14:00.000+08:00

time passed real dang fuckin fast. feels like i just got back to Penang and now im in desaria. RAWRR!! what the fuck? So sleepy now. My room has been upgraded. ROFLMFAO! might be the greatest room ever in Desaria. BLEKZ O.O

2006-07-27T12:08:00.000+08:00

Your Love Number is 9

You are a peaceful person, and you tend to have calm, stable relationships.

Connecting deeply is another skill of yours, and you tend to know lovers well.

Trusting and laid back, you are an easy person to love.

Love can be a little blinding for you, so open your eyes a little more!

What Is Your Love Number?

2006-07-26T07:36:00.000+08:00

Dar, you scared huh?!

Take this:

If love is to hurt you, why do you care? We're all born to be hurted tho.
If life is to torture you, so what? Life ain't long.
If friends are not understanding, bahhh.. You have me!
If family is even worse, just take it. Coz everyone feels the same.
If you feel like you belong to nowhere. Sigh. YOU'RE MINE!

2006-07-25T20:06:00.000+08:00

house's gettin worse. mom and sis quarreled. some say because of me. ummm.. again me? grandma and uncle quarrel dicussing this topic. S = RAWRR!! DISASTER!! home sweet home no more?

2006-07-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

asskickin' fucked!! MISSION COMPLETED!!

mission 8:

To lose a guy ( not in 10days )
To hurt a guy ( not hurtin' myself )
To ignore a guy after few weeks' close relationship ( DONE!!! )

and bill please? O.o lmfao. Sorry seems to be the "only word" ( = muaxx. lov ya. and gd bye.

2006-07-24T09:41:00.000+08:00

To: whoever i love (>3<) V

you can see a clock, but

you can't see the time.

you can see my face, but

you can't see my mind.

you can see the clouds,

but you can't see the wind.

you saw my love for you start,

but you won't see it end

.._____________________..

renn** viva

2006-07-23T01:05:00.000+08:00

soulles. died.

2006-07-22T14:28:00.000+08:00

isssshhhh.. god bless renn with the jesus of suburbia. missing louis rite now. where'd u go? i miss u so

2006-07-22T07:58:00.000+08:00

morning. i tot it was easy to let go someone. but its not. but im gonna do this tho, ive given faith into the wrong person. i was being stupid. hmphhh.. jesus of suburbia will never know. st jimmy will never know. no one knows. except for me. and.. no officially quit tho fuckin games.

2006-07-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

gettin more and more new kiddos. gawd.. what happened to me?

2006-07-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

havin lotsa fun last nite. we drank. we smoked. we pooled. we movied. and we flirted. RAWRR!! wish that these times wont go away.. hmphhh.. miss ya kavi, sam.. chia ?! teeeheee! we're already together BLEKZ

2006-07-20T08:37:00.000+08:00

it's rainin again tho.. might not goin to gurney later. issh.. got my LG chocolate last night ( =

2006-07-19T19:11:00.000+08:00

thx tim for those games. RAWRRR

2006-07-19T12:24:00.000+08:00

SAWADEEKA!

2006-07-19T10:45:00.000+08:00

i bet.. alfred was right. teeeeeheeee!! mercury is conquering this world. my house got blackout last nite. ah chuan couldnt start his car on monday.what the fuck aight? issshhh... anyway, i couldn't sleep well last nite tho.. hmph. i read thru some blogs these days and realized that my blog is gettin worse. RAWRRRRRRR!! now fuck myself. maghnadah ( =

2006-07-18T18:02:00.000+08:00

was on the phone with mei theng and suddenly she hung up with juz a bye. she smsed me few minutes after that saying that someone in her apartment wanted to commit suicide jumpin from 17th floor. lmfao!! this had shown that my dear princy friend OKU a.k.a. kong mei theng is a super duper KEPO QUEEN!! muahahahahaa ( =

all about renn

2006-07-18T17:47:00.000+08:00

light smile stands for renn is okay with u
big smile stands for renn is lovin u
bitchy smile stands for renn is interested in u. ; )
evil smile stands for RENN'S SMILE CAN KILL EVERY GUYS!! rawrrrrrr

teeeheeeheeee!!

2006-07-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

if i was given choices to fly or to jump, i would rather jump. coz

jumpin can help me in losing weight x P and fly, i need a very light body which i don tho. LMFAO

2006-07-18T08:47:00.000+08:00

cant believe annie mommy smoked with me yesterday. weird. rawrr = S

2006-07-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

and again.. nose bleedin.. GOSH

2006-07-17T13:35:00.000+08:00

it's my day. gurney day out!! ( =

2006-07-17T04:15:00.000+08:00

now i realized that i love him still, but new things shouldn't be neglected aight? isshh.. love is always the other way round with life. feel so hopeless, hopeless renn.. >.<" hmphhh..

2006-07-16T17:14:00.000+08:00

never get thru these easily. never happy.

2006-07-16T02:57:00.000+08:00

went vincent's house in the afternoon.evening, went gurney with ronnie and gang.. hmphhh.. met mel and jon there. play snooker. but felt like so dead after playing whole nite. zzzzZZZzzzZZzzzzz....

2006-07-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

waiting... waiting.. and waiting.... when is uncle peter's gonna come? when am i gonna reach airport?? RAWRRR

2006-07-14T12:59:00.000+08:00

who said it's hard lovin a muslim ? im in love with feraz now. (( = my new arabian kid. 16year old cute feraz. saw him again today. RAWRRr lov him

2006-07-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

my mom is still a virgin. wtf?! that's my most wanted phrase these days. ( =

penang, here i come!! afterall, i passed my whole semester 1 in LUCT !! ( =

2006-07-13T10:56:00.000+08:00

hmphhh... as i walked in to this computer lab.. he's looking at me. as if i cannot masuk.isshh..
just finished my human communication paper and tmr, last paper marketing. don blog that much these days coz kinda lazy to bring laptop to college. getting internet soon in apartment ( = can online every 24/7 RAWRRRRRRRR!!! also, these days, me, kiki, mimi and jojo had hung out together almost every hour. LMFAO. to streetmall and out secret hidden place in one of putrajaya's mini bridges. ( = nice having fun there with beers, ciggaz.. opppsss.. i quit ( = hmphhh.. life sux with l0tsa problems tho. gosh

2006-07-10T09:36:00.000+08:00

cant believe france lost. how can zidane got ed card? ! goshh.. anyway, i respect zidane's bull head. teeheee!! hmphhhh.. juz moved to new place last saturday. desaria. well,love that place but one strange thing. there's only me in whole 6th floor. no one else. its kinda creepy at nite tho. RAWRRRR. BUT!!! IM GOIN BAC TO PENANG soon. this friday. reach pg airport at 9.55pm sharp. so people, you know who you are.. don be late!! don make me wait. BLEKZ

2006-07-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

adopted new toys again. 2 skulls. Captains of Carribean ( = thx to depp rawrrr.. cant believe i just didnt go to that dinner with darren. missed a chance to know leng zai x D

2006-07-07T09:46:00.000+08:00

end of all odds. no more assignment and presentation~ i realized that my life worth only a piece of empty paper. anyway, im goin back to Penang next week and everything will be fine tho.. r.i.p.

05-07-06

2006-07-05T08:47:00.000+08:00

well.. my life is getting okay these days but can anyone tell me what happened to Germany? lmfao. anyway, nice to see Germany lost in their on land tho. LMFAO hmphhh.. im havin a bad day last night, watching Superman RAWRRRRR.. super renn i bac. jojo and i found sth new about the kepoman. ( = uh yah, we're flirting with those arabian kids yesterday. teeeheee!! they're all so funny+crazy. and SAKKKKKKKAAIIIIII!! lmfao x P

2006-07-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

just finished presentin stupid IT thingy. rawrrrrr.. did it very bad. i put in in wrong pictures for wrong slides. teeeheee !! god damn it. fucka eric asked question which no one in my group can fuckin answer. RAWRRRR..

2006-07-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

FUCK UP BLOG!! i hate college!

2006-07-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

hmphhh... ABE class had juz ended. rawrrr.. i cant stop thinkin bout last night. blekz. me,kyanne and arya were supposed to finish our assignment.. hmphh.. but unfortunately, i went to bed at 1+ arya and zack were workin on assignment.. till 4 and woke me up. RAWRRR.. teeheee!! but still, havent finish. darnnnnn.. anyway, life's complicated. as in work. and friends. really complicated

2006-07-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

cant believe my life was like~ shit!! but thx sam anyway. lov u for helpin me alot (=
and kevinn, don forget my movie treat. muaxx lov u

end of quarter final and here comes semi!!! RAWRRR

2006-07-02T20:07:00.000+08:00

cant believe i was sleepin when FRANCE won 1-0!!! RAWRRRR. thx henry again tho....hmphhhhh....................

ya... and they won again ( = ma fuckin chibbye alarm cant even wake me up... darrnnn.. stupid phone

okay,, the earlier match!! RAWRRR ENGLAND SHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!! GO PORTUGALLLL ( =

its happy to see ROONEY got red card. blekz. congrats!! teeheeeheee!! but unfortunately, dad lost his bet. should listen to his psychic daughter ma..... bet PORTUGAL!!! RAWRRR

can anyone tell me what does beckham tryna tell the audiences????? hmphhh... clueless..

2006-07-01T12:25:00.000+08:00

can't decide what i really want. can't decide what is my life for. dead.. and Germany won last night.

2006-06-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

RAWRRR.. the end for benj madden. teeeheee!! end of presentation!! ( = happy. not really well but still, im satisfied pretty much >.<"

2006-06-30T13:36:00.000+08:00

ima stupid girl ( = walao!! sam motivated me a lot last night. thanks teeeheee!!

to ppl who hates me " im sorry for what ive done, but really.. i will never change myself for anyone especially you " gosssshhh.. blame god for not handling things well for renn. jesus of suburbia loves you >.<" RAWRRRRRR.. i know i crapped a lot but im sorry. for everything. ill choose not to talk to anyone these days.

2006-06-29T22:55:00.000+08:00

moody~

2006-06-29T13:31:00.000+08:00

Can ANYONE TELL ME WHAT AM I thinkin of these days?

rennchester. renn's artwork..

fake sixers playaz. renn's a playa.
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.
okay, now that im a great student.non-stop yawnin. blame world cup. hate this scene.
hmphhh.. bet ima fool afterall. kevinn never knew that i miss him more than everyone. friends never knew that i always want to go back to Penang. lost contact. no one knows what i want. no one knows who am i. no one knows where my heart is.or maybe was. even myself am lost.
gosh... fuck god!!

the 99th post

2006-06-29T08:41:00.000+08:00

falling into pieces now. hmphhh.. life is regardless. things always happened unexpectedly. goshh!! i cant remember what was renn few years bac. "things just happen, and we have to learn how to deal"from mandy moore in how to deal.

quote i learned: "love will never fill our lives with joy but love will forever empty our heart with crashes. tho, i have loved ones but never get close.."

shit.. gotta shit now.. ( = cant stop shittin in college. rawrr.

28-06-06

2006-06-28T10:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB aka Phil jer foo O.O

FRANCE WON!!!!!!!!!
special thx to zidane,vierra,ribery ( =

spaniards SHOOOOO~~ blekz

anyway, i hope ben will do well today. o.O
don think too much larhh.takecare.lov u

ola

2006-06-27T13:29:00.000+08:00

my nerve strikes to the max right now. dad asked me to behave. kv said.
darnnn, cant wait to go bac to Penang and eat all my favorite spicy food.YUMMYUMM~ RAWRR
anyway, i want mom to go Pangkor Island with me. okay? (= muax

2006-06-27T10:36:00.000+08:00

slept naked last nite. lmfao. ( = finished my quiz already. goshhh. cant remember since when renn is that hardworkin. RAWRRR.. suppose to be last minute work but i finished em one week before the deadline TEEHEE!! then gotta start my abe business report, presentations, marketing group project, it group presentations, mass media, human com's public speaking and RAWRR lotsa exams to go.. and finally, HOLIDAYS!!!! YUHHHUUUUU!!! redang island, here i come!! ( =

2006-06-26T11:32:00.000+08:00

"Addicted"

I heard you're doing okay
But I want you to know
I'm a dick
I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care
When you don't think about me
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy but you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

Since the day I met you
And after all we've been through
I'm still a dick
I'm addicted to you
I think you know that it's true
I'd run a thousand miles to get you
Do you think I deserve this?

I tried to make you happy
I did all that I could
Just to keep you
But you left anyway

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker
Heartbreaker

How long will I be waiting?
Until the end of time
I don't know why I'm still waiting
I can't make you mine

I'm trying to forget that
I'm addicted to you
But I want it and I need it
I'm addicted to you
[x2]

Now it's over
Can't forget what you said
And I never wanna do this again
Heartbreaker

Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker
I'm addicted to you
Heartbreaker

gawdd.. juz can't stop thinkin of this song ( =

2006-06-26T08:58:00.000+08:00

unfortunately, i hav new friends. mr cracky and prince kay. i finally hav some other friends at home besides the 3turtles that i hav to feed everyday. blekz. x P meet my new friends. ( =

2006-06-26T08:50:00.000+08:00

hmphhh...i QUIT SMOKING!! ( =
darnnnnnnnn. felt like im forcing myself to be somebody else tho. i read back those philosophies i wrote during high school and realised renn's alive!!!
my quote: "this world just can't be perfect without love, coz love is a many stupid things" well, it means, life's stupid RAWRRRR. thumbs up* respect the previous renn O.O

2006-06-24T18:59:00.000+08:00

chia is bac from hk~ and im bac to house of nerds

wo zhi dao larh

2006-06-24T17:19:00.000+08:00

well. sometimes i hate myself for being stupid tho. smoked again. darnnn..

there are 10reasons why i hate smokers:

smokers smell bad
smokers can't think better
smokers will say that smoking is good
smokers love smokers
smokers quote this "ciggaz are my life, my life is cigga"
RAWRRRRRR.. smokers will understand smokers
stress?
smokers are all FAT
smokers can't really solve problems correctly
i am a smoker

my mom adviced me not to smoke larh but really. i can't help!! i smoke because i believe in no god.

10reasons why i hate god:

we worship them for their blessings? why not i bless myself?
god.. exists?
we will get from what we've done?
we cannot in to goth
i cannot do things against Him
i can't make myself to fall for god tho
coz god blessed me
goth goth goth
god loves me that im mean
REBEL!

2006-06-24T16:49:00.000+08:00

FRANCE WON 2-0 TOGO LOSER!!!

2006-06-24T16:28:00.000+08:00

truly, i chatted with an old net friend, steve today. he's now doin his trainin in the sydney air force blahblahblah. goshh.. he motivated me a lot larh. aiyaya, i really respect him~ he has his own dream since young and he worked really hard to archieve! WHAT ABOUT ME?? thx steve for guiding me. lov ya! <3

2006-06-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

it's raining. again today. hmphhh~ windy. faye's room is dang cold. chillin and doin assignment. rawrr

2006-06-24T00:59:00.000+08:00

well lorhhh.. GOSH! at darren's place now. fuckin full still after 8oclock dinner. teeeeeheee!! dont know why larh. blekz!goshh.. spain won 1-0 juz now which i considered as a lame match lah.. isshh.. now working on marketing which im doin comparison between the pizza hut's distribution and domino's pizza. aiyaa,, why the fuck am i taking marketing? anyway, darren is taking me to genting highland this sunday. gotta go for ALL RIDES then......

btw, jo ann, amy, kiki, alfred and i went out from school today. we discovered a very nice place in putrajaya which can be my very best hiding place and shout out place. no one knows that place coz it's still closed. darnnnn, i love that place. i bet im gonna drive there everynite if i have my car licence with me.. ( =

2006-06-23T09:49:00.000+08:00

hmphhh.. watched the fast and the furious last night. drift is totally GILA!! LMFAO

2006-06-22T17:24:00.001+08:00

GET LOST PEOPLE!! RENN BELIEVES IN NO GOD!! I TRUST MYSELF!! rebel rulez & god... blahhh.. >.<"

2006-06-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

rawrrrrr , just finished work which stressed me the whole day. actually just the research. lmfao. marketing. FUCK OFF. pizza hut and domino's pizza? which delivery service is better huh? rawrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!! gotta start work really hard tonight. 4assignments to hand in and a presentation to do. >.<" amen again. isssshhhh.. current mood: out of mood

to my future husband:

2006-06-22T12:43:00.000+08:00

I LOVE YOU. YOU LOVE ME?

NICE PENDANT?!

ummm,, bought this for my future husband. lmfao. anyway, couple who wears lovers pendant cute? or odd? hmphhh.. i juz love to do so. teeheehee!!!

22-06-06

2006-06-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

where'd you go? i miss you so.. blekz!! gosh, overslept last night and missed portugal's match. watched the 2nd half lah which made me scream my lungs out. issshh.. what the fuck?! anyway, annie just called to tell me about she might be coming over to kl lahh. ( = and i told her, i started to smoke again. she said "don smoke lah, ur mom me ah, stopped smokin liao!! you smoke cigar lah" i was like HUH??????!!! anyway, ben left aussie today >.<" tak syok larhhh.blekz. mel might come over to my house tonight. FOOTBALL?? teeheeehee!! welcome ( =

don't ask me what

2006-06-21T11:39:00.000+08:00

hmphh, just finished human communication class. mr rajini just reminded me of what do i want actually ? arghhh!! he asked the whole class about what do you want to do after you graduate. he asked amy, she said producer, she asked dihan, she said PR, then me.. i was stucked with words and i said I DON'T KNOW. aiyaya.. what do i want actually ? i don't know.. i chose the wrong course MASS COMMUNICATION.. gosshh. im into graphic designs laaahhhhhh.. RAWRRRRRR

21-06-06

2006-06-21T08:41:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ronnie. and kacang.

okay. totally fuckin bored last night ive too much assignments to finish. lmfao. i offered kiki a help to finish our group work. i don know why lahhh, as if i have really nth to do. blekz. Gangsterism really blew my mind off. isshhh.. and WHAT THE FUCK again, i slept a 9.30pm last night woke up at 3am wish that i could watch the england match. BUT WHAT THE FUCK lagi.. don hav lahhhh.. kaninachowchibbye!!! DARNNNN!!!! omfjos. i sang a lot last night. naked all night long. can bath with the door opened and dance to the maxxx LOL!! caliente ( = mel messaged me last night asking me to come out this thursday.. ummm, should i ? lmfao. JOKINGLY, im in love with mel again. >.<"